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"Hallelujah" they sang that day, "Precious Jesus washed our sin away." That day they lifted such praises high. Today, they forgot why. Another day, another place. They said crucify him. Only a week before, they sat there beside Him. How they changed how they mocked, how they shouted, how could they forget? Jesus does not forget you He'll never change or say He's too busy for you Jesus will not ever forget you. So why forget Him? "Awake my heart and change me!" I sang The next day, no change complete, no excuse, no reason, no motivation. My pride fot in the way, and life got my focus. And Jesus stood there with His arms wide open, and I turned away. Jesus does not forget you He'll never change or say He's too busy for you Jesus will not ever forget you. So why forget Him? Never can I again forget Him, no turning back. no turning back. I have decided to follow Jesus.

Story corner

Hey Friends... I wanted to share this story with you. It's not my own. A dear friend wrote this years ago and sent it to me recently considering some of the changes happening in my own life especially. God really used this story to speak to me. So, PERHAPS! there may be some other people our there that also might get something out of the story too. God Bless you as you read x The Two Sides of the Glass Mirror Wall There was once a young girl who had so many desires and dreams…but she also had a lot of inhibitions and fears. She was standing in front of a huge mirror – like a huge wall she couldn’t pass. She could see her destiny and dreams on the other side, but knew it would take great courage to live them. The only way she knew how to cross to the other side would be to shatter the mirror… She also knew that she would be cut by the glass…but that was the only way. As she lived each day, yearning to be on the other side, she built up her courage and tried to expose her vulnerabilities to herself. In seeing them, she tried to understand and deal with them. This was also a part of her shattering the glass. She could see what she wanted. The more she saw she was missing, the more she desired it. She could see those bear hugs and gentle security in the arms of her ‘prince’, but she also knew it didn’t matter how much she desired these things, she must shatter the wall. And only she could do it. She felt like her future was staring at her. She knew she could be there…if she had enough courage to leave the lonely comfort zone she found herself in. Yes, the glass may cut her, but cuts heal…and on the other side, she would be cared about. The cuts wouldn’t matter…In fact, the cuts may even increase the love awaiting her on the other side. She knew she had unconsciously “switched off” part of her thoughts/feelings relating to that prince. She had not allowed herself to feel what most people would feel. She felt it was a coping mechanism….that wouldn’t get her hurt. If she didn’t feel she wouldn’t hurt. But now she has begun to discover what she subconsciously hid from herself. She had cut off her ability to properly ‘feel’. She wanted to…she knew she wasn’t normal, but she wasn’t sure how to be normal. She could see how her own actions had hindered her ability to feel, and so she understood how she found herself staring at the glass wall…the wall she herself had subconsciously erected. And now, she knew, she must knock it down. It had held her captive, and she no longer wanted to be that prisoner. She wanted to punch the wall…to experience that pure, gentle love awaiting her on the other side. The one that knew she was captive, but was willing to wait for her to have the courage to come to him. He was just waiting…knowingly… and patiently for the day his princess would finally run into his arms, no longer held back by the glass… It may even be that the shards of glass will fall all over her…arms, head, chest…and she may require some TLC once the wall is gone…but the sheer fact she has made it to the other side should be enough to encourage her. The love awaiting her will tend to her needs and help her to heal…and she will. The shards of glass will only be temporary reminders of what she has come from….the cuts will fade in time. She knows once on the other side, she won’t want to turn back. She’ll feel the normal feelings of a normal person, and she won’t feel bad for feeling normal. Gradually, all the feelings she has denied herself will be released and not be discouraged. She won’t have to feel so self protective, and she will freely love and allow herself to be loved in return.

WATOTO

Well, the extraordinary whirlwind called Watoto happened today....the biggest blessing for me recently i would quite possible say!! I spent this afternoon helping the watoto children learn how to rock climb at our church building (yup! we have our own indoor rock wall now! cool huh?) Once we were finished the rockclimbing session... each event volunteer received many cuddles from almost every single child! it was incredibly overwhelming, but oh so beautiful. A lot of these children have had a very difficult past to cope with, yet Watoto has lifted them up... they not only LOVE Jesus (I witnessed that tonight in their worship time.... believe me, children's hands raised unto the king... and tears rolling down their faces... true Love for the King of Kings)... but they were so well mannered and so affectionate. I guess that sort of thing is not so easy to come by in my part of the world. I have a small group of friends who would cuddle me...but not many strangers come up to me and hug me with such enthusiasm as i saw today. oh oh oh! and i was even called "Aunty Chelsea" today.... obviously, the watoto kids really encouraged me today. Then tonight: almost 400 people gathered together to watch the Watoto choir sing and dance! it was so great to have that many people there! And I know for a fact I wasn't the only one today who was changed by Watoto! I'm seriously wishing tonight hadn't finished! it was so fabulous! oh well. back to reality tomorrow... would love to see that many people in the church every weekend! (in more than one service). I'm sure the other churches represented there tonight would of felt the same for their churches too. let's pray for next year's watoto event to HAPPEN and for it to be HUGE. Maybe you could be the missing link at church close to you? why not check it out today? I belong to The Salvation Army Church in Craigieburn, 75 Interlink Drive, Craigieburn. Our sunday services are at 9.45am and 7.00pm. Would love it if you chose to join us. God Bless you today, and thanks for stopping by my blog to have a read xoxo

God's answers to prayer... and the way he speaks to us...

Well, i blogged about a similar topic AGES ago... when God was speaking to me through visions. He still does this from time to time... But i've noticed lately an increase of God speaking to me through other people, through their words or their prayers. I wanted to share something with you that is very personal to me and so extraordinary to me. However, please note that I understand completely if this is not as "extraordinary" to you as a reader. God speaks to each of us at our own level... something that he knows will get directly to the core of our souls as an individual. Be mindful of this, ask God to help you listen to Him better. I'd love to hear your stories too, so feel free to comment!! Okay so back to my story... A dear friend of mine, a beautiful young lady who has wonderful visions during our church prayer meetings and whom I am so thankful of - she is so in tune with the holy spirit, It's fabulous! .... well, she has shared this vision with me more than once... it's very special to me... (thinking maybe a tattoo might be in order? haha!) But she has in the past had these visions of me as a big, bright, red rose that is in bloom. As she prayed for me last night she mentioned this "rose" thing yet again, she explained that God had said to her "Wild Rose" this time - like as in a rose that refuses to grow in the soil the world wants it to be in, but chooses to be in God's garden. I so want to be this Wild Rose!! I really do. I'm determined to do what God wants for me, and although I make plenty of mistakes along the way (and let's face it, we all do!), I want to grow to be a bigger flower, a brighter colour and a more beautifully scented christian of God's kingdom. I understand this is a little bit girly for some of you... most guys I know would probably not be into the whole flower metaphor at all... however I really do hope that this small word over my life would be something that we ALL aim for! To be someone who refuses to grow or remain in what the world would want for us to be... to refuse to "put up with" what the world dishes up, the compromises that people in our own world create, the garbage that people speak into our lives... but RATHER choose to be in God's will. No matter the cost. Refusing to be bogged down by what others throw at us ...but to focus on God. and remain in God. It's so easy to get distracted away from God. It really is. Because sometimes the things that distract us may not really be all that terrible.... Careers, time with family, friends, parties, fitness/sports, etc... they're not terrible things... my rhetorical question to you today is, what is distracting you away from the Lord? what has you planted in another garden apart from God's garden? God Bless you friend. I pray my story has encouraged you today xo

And that about wraps it up...

God is strong, and he wants you strong. So take everything the Master has set out for you, well-made weapons of the best materials. And put them to use so you will be able to stand up to everything the Devil throws your way. This is no afternoon athletic contest that we'll walk away from and forget about in a couple hours. This is for keeps,a life-or-death fight to the finish against the Devil and all his angels. Be prepared. You're up against far more than you can handle on your own. Take all the help you can get, every weapon God has issued, so that when it's all over but the shouting you'll be on your feet. Truth, righteousness, peave, faith and salvation are more than words. Learn how to apply them. You'll need them throughout your life. God's Word is an indispensable weapon. Ephesians 6:10-17 (MSG)

My Dad writes a blog too... check out this latest one... inspiring!

http://majorgarygrant.blogspot.com/2011/09/at-end-of-bed.html?spref=fb

War In Worship.

I was having a chat today with some ladies this morning about the war of worship. I LOVE that i can be apart of something bigger than me when i worship. I know for a fact that when we truely worship God - we are pushing back the powers of the enemy. When we focus our eyes on the Lord Jesus... all the distractions of our busy lives just fade away... i also believe that Satan uses "busy" to draw us away from the Lord Jesus too.

Time and time again i witness people making excuses to miss being in the presence of God; "I have a birthday party the night before and I was too tired to come to church" or perhaps "Sunday is my only day off in the week, i want to spend it at home with the family" or even "I'm not a morning person, so i dont do devotions during the week".... im sure we could sit here all day coming up with amazing excuses of why we or others shouldnt be worshipping God... in his house even (the church).

What excuses do you make when it comes to spending time with God? Are those excuses or reasons for not being with God really that important to you? What is taking your focus away from him today?

Think about it. Pray about it. Be in church this week no matter what!

I hope that this Blesses someone today. I aim to encourage.