heaven. wanting so much to be where you are.

My prayer.... Heaven is what I dream. Reality is that sinking feeling. When what I want is so far out of reach, it's so hard to imagine anything close to heaven's goodness. And all I want to be is under your umbrella, Lord, in your will, within the perimeters of your plan. My life may not amount to much. I take you out and the garbage floods the wastelands. But it's you, truely, it's you. It's in you that I long to remain. Forever in your arms. Not relying on my own distractions But truely, you. God. My all. Some quotes.... "I wish there were some winderful place called 'The Land of Beginning Again', where all our heartaches and all our selfish grief could be dropped like a shabby old coat at the door, and never be put on again." - Louisa Fletcher. "We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us." - E.M. Forster "It's time to tell a new story, my story." - Chelsea Grant